tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67164452024-03-18T15:32:13.878+08:00Pass OverContinue from the previous chapter...of earnurelKatetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.comBlogger128125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-78295399082857490522013-10-07T13:11:00.001+08:002013-10-07T13:11:37.869+08:00我为什么要沉默的,那么委屈,一直在你的讽刺里生活。。。<br />
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我想,还是分手算了。<br />
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我也很清楚,这次分手,就是独生一辈子了。说实话,真不舍得分手。<br />
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但是,有必要继续承受这些讽刺,不尊敬的感情吗?<br />
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真的很羡慕别人的美满感情生活,更羡慕又家庭,有小孩的朋友们。虽然他们也有他们的难处,但,他们都有个很疼爱他们的伴。。。<br />
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享有孩子的生活,还是远离我好了。我不会是个好妈妈。更不会是个好妻子。<br />
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单身,应该是我的生活了。Katetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-32660714465998696112013-09-30T18:13:00.000+08:002013-09-30T18:26:11.231+08:00又吵架了!很厌倦了。。真的。<br />
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为什么一定要用讽刺的语气来骂我?我倒地作错了什么。你可以那样的 tease 我,为什么我就不可以?倒反,你却说了我 "you please go read. is common sense" 对比起,我不是她!不喜欢这些 mind game. 我是我!根本就是两个人!为什么????<br />
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我真的不明白你为什么你定要用伤人的话。。。这样会影响感情的,可是你却觉得是种情绪!我本来就很简单。<br />
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别人可以幸福的谈恋爱,而我的感情世界为什么那么的悲惨。那么的不开心。。。<br />
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油虽不要结婚,生孩子?<br />
但是,每个女人也不想嫁错郎!我真的很有阴影。。。<br />
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我很孤独。。。非常的孤独。有很多次想自杀了。<br />
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很烦!<br />
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三个声音!一个要我分手;一个说嫁给他!另一个说,什么都不要!!很烦!<br />
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我觉得自己很傻。。。<br />
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我好想念那乐观的自己。。。你快回来吧。。。要不然太迟了。<br />
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精神上的折磨。。。我。快。受。不。了! 快。疯 。拉!!!!!!!!!!!!Katetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-42065587080796519082013-08-11T13:53:00.000+08:002013-08-11T13:53:29.051+08:00厌倦了每天都为了狗而吵架。 今天却为了我们的前途而吵架。<br />
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更严重的是,他说我很无理取闹。受够了我的无理取闹。"SICK AND TIRED OF YOUR NONSENSE!" 是他真真说的。。。<br />
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现在就已变成这样,那以后要怎样永久的在一起?承诺,全是骗人的!<br />
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我也受够了。可是,很舍不得分手。<br />
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现在才是开始,他已对我很反感,很厌倦的语气了, 更遭的是他一开始用讽刺的话语来侮辱我。都不尊重我了。还说我很笨。没有理智。<br />
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以后,会变怎样?<br />
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主啊。。。我很需要你。。。请您给我一个清楚的指引,好吗?他不是我的,就求你把他拿走。让我们分手。这次分手,我也很清楚,不可能会是朋友了。 我也有心理准备了。 我求求你,告诉我,好吗?。。。若,他是你安排的,那,就请您在这段感情上疗伤,成为荣耀你的,不要再让魔鬼继续破坏这段感情了。为什么每次谈恋爱,都是那么的痛苦。。。好吗?<br />
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我也很想像别人一样,成立家庭,生小孩,做个妈妈。看到别人多么的幸福甜蜜,还真的很令我羡慕。多么渴望,自己也会像他们一样的幸福。。。Katetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-34222567305898529332013-07-09T20:15:00.000+08:002013-07-09T20:22:35.816+08:00谢谢你,把我对狗的恨增加了四只脚的,永远都是那么笨,又自私,没礼貌。<br />
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它,永远都会是个四只脚!没人情的东西。</div>
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讨厌死它!哼</div>
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每天因为它而吵架。破坏感情的东西就有!什么有人情,会感恩,全是骗人!<br />
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而你呢,却被它们骗得很惨。<br />
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我的忍受度有限。会有那么一天,我会疯了,跟你分手的。那时,不会再有遗憾,因为我知道以后也不会有可能在一起,却不会后悔。哼!</div>
Katetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-72292394534525025082013-05-19T14:14:00.000+08:002013-05-19T14:30:43.122+08:00DOGS AGAIN!!I really hate it we argue because of dogs again!!!<br />
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so unreasonable!<br />
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if u freaking so loved your dogs than me, than by all means, marry the dogs have kids with them and making sure they freaking earn money for you and your NEXT generation too!!<br />
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why treat the dogs like it's precious gold, when they are just FOUR LEGS! ?!?1<br />
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I am considering my decisions again. I rather, live by myself, than having to feel stress everyday in the house because of dogs related issues.<br />
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Sorry, I am already giving it alot, taking consideration I have allergy to dog furs. and now what? feeding dogs 3/4 of your own meal, and left almost nothing for yourself, and claim yourself as hero ?! excuse me, you are suffocating their digestive system, forcing their heart to work harder.<br />
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I really wish, i could be mean some times, and bravely say that I wish your dogs all &$#^@<br />
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unreasonable.Katetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-53429622006230348662013-05-19T14:02:00.001+08:002013-05-19T14:02:27.189+08:00Disappointed with the election result5 years ago, my dad asked if I have registered as voter. I nodded and off I go to vote.<br />
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That time, I don't know much about politic. All I know is I needed to vote for the best, for my children's future. So I voted on the name that rings a bell to me and dropped my ballot, I didn't felt anything. Not until when they announced the results. Then, it hit me. The importance of casting wisely.<br />
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5 years later, I did my duty as a Malaysian in Wellington, and voted wisely. Not only that, I invited every one, volunteered myself and even beg everyone that can vote to do their duty too. I spread the news through any sort of medias my hands can place on. I even go through all the instruction carefully, so that I can educate the next voter.<br />
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I did my part. I voted as overseas voter, a week before all Malaysians.<br />
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On the voting day, I skipped work, woke up early just to make sure all my friends are reminded to go voting poll.<br />
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Then all the rumors I had heart about voting... suddenly became so real.<br />
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- the ink<br />
- the phantom voters<br />
- the magic blackout<br />
- the unknown extra ballots<br />
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I was so angry, so frustrated when I heard about the results. Why are they using dirty tricks to earn unfaithful votes? why all these cunning actions just because he is in fear of losing? Such a no shame person. What's making me more furious is he self declare himself as the PM, and still feel proud and happy about it. Excuse me, where is your dignity, sir?<br />
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Calling you sir, is such a respect way. Honestly, you don't really deserved it. Not only my next generation is going to suffer, my parents too are going to suffer... I am foreseeing things to hiked up soon...sigh<br />
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...now that the result is out... I felt really sorry for my next generation... I am sorry, my dear children. We did our best already...<br />
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But don't give up my dear children... we are still fighting.<br />
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谢谢,阿爸天父,给我一个很明显的答案。</div>
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看来,这辈子,得要做个单身子。</div>
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我会加油的。虽然成不了自己的孩子的妈,我相信,我有机会成为许多人的 “妈妈“。</div>
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心虽然很伤心,但,还是要坚持走下去。不知道,我会有多坚强。。。</div>
Katetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-1738981889195768932012-11-01T17:15:00.002+08:002012-11-01T17:15:33.354+08:00想生孩子<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">见证到朋友一个个,结婚,生孩子。欣慰。 :) </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">不知道,自己会否有那么一天。 </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">坚持 15 年的友谊,终于成了一对,却来了一堆的反感。</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">他,暗示了。要分手。</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">伤感。忧郁-ing。</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">哎。。有缘每分。没缘有分。缘分,怎么不能碰面呢? 我的心,碎了</span>Katetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-47601984856911536742012-10-04T17:18:00.000+08:002012-11-01T17:19:42.082+08:00AEM 5288When I am down, you are always there for me;<br />
When I needed you, you never fail to cheer me up;<br />
When I saw the traffic, you helped me zoom by smoothly;<br />
When I needed to run away from home, you helped me;<br />
When I got bullied, you accompany to the hills, and just be there with me;<br />
When I needed to sneak out, you helped me without any complains.<br />
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You are always so faithful, day and night, you will be there.<br />
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sigh, my dear baby blue.. how much I miss you...<br />
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hope you got a better owner than meKatetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-42723454901661166242012-07-19T16:26:00.002+08:002012-07-19T16:30:24.369+08:00Mental note to myself to teach my children<span style="background-color: white;">*updated 19 July 2012</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;">- not to laugh like a hyena but laugh gracefully, and happily</span>Katetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-32226339857399495232012-07-17T17:27:00.001+08:002012-07-17T17:27:59.610+08:00My kiwi landlady told her son that I am a weird person<span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.800000190734863px; line-height: 13.600000381469727px; text-align: left;">And so, I was categorized as 'weird'</span><br style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.800000190734863px; line-height: 13.600000381469727px; text-align: left;" /><br style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.800000190734863px; line-height: 13.600000381469727px; text-align: left;" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.800000190734863px; line-height: 13.600000381469727px; text-align: left;">because :-</span><br style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.800000190734863px; line-height: 13.600000381469727px; text-align: left;" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.800000190734863px; line-height: 13.600000381469727px; text-align: left;">- I shower everyday; when they only shower three days once. Reason? Save power bill</span><br style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.800000190734863px; line-height: 13.600000381469727px; text-align: left;" /><br style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.800000190734863px; line-height: 13.600000381469727px; text-align: left;" /><span class="text_exposed_show" style="color: #333333; display: inline; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.800000190734863px; line-height: 13.600000381469727px; text-align: left;">- I sleeps after 9pm; they sleeps BY 9pm<br /><br />- I wake up early for class; they wake up early for panadols cos they had headache (oddly, is a everyday thing now. look like a habit than actual headache)<br /><br />- I brush teeth before and after bed; they only brush teeth before bed. Reason? Save tooth paste and water.<br /><br />- I drink water for thirst; they only had water, to wash stuff. Water is not for drinking, coffee is.<br /><br />- I use the heater to warm myself up; they use the heat pump to dry their clothes, while they locked themselves in a cold room, wrapped with blanket. Reason? To save money on laundry dryer<br /><br />- I flushes the toilet after every use (except after 9pm, as it is specially requested not to flush after 9pm by her); they only flush it once a day, that's when they have poo poo. Reason? Save water, save environment.<br /><br />- I washes my laundry on weekly basis; they did it almost every two days and dry it under the heat pump. Reason? Unhygienic to have dirty table cloths and personal cloths in the washing machine too long. Note: they mix table cloths, cleaning cloths and personal laundry, and bath towels together and wash in one load.<br /><br />- I was asked to place my shoe in my room, instead of the garage or by the door; they placed their shoes under the toilet sink. Reason? Shoes are not to be seen in the house, at any corner. (hmm?)<br /><br />So....Ahhhh...IC...<br /><br />I am 'weird' after all then.</span>Katetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-61016839454849433652012-07-17T14:48:00.002+08:002012-07-17T15:24:59.828+08:00Don't know where to start!<br />
It sure been a long time since my last blog! Since I don't know where to start, I decided to start from today onwards!<br />
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=> So, Yr 2A classes are pretty intense. I am definitely not ready for that Maori paper. It looks...scary by itself! Otherwise, classes and course mates are very supportive. I am really glad that I am blessed with such motivating course mates!<br />
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=> honestly, I rather stay back in polytech than coming home. I am actually feeling reluctant when the thoughts of having landlady & her son at home. I am just not happy living here, but just have to bear with it. People are all.. supposedly... unique?<br />
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=> Some how, today I missed 二姑 very much...wondering what will she advise me as a nurse if she is still around? 二姑,好想您!相信有一天,我们会再见的!<br />
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=> Bee bee at Turkey today. Our conversation is now getting shorter and shorter... I am starting to doubt, will this relationship works? I am scared actually...<br />
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=> Had skype conversation with mom! She is the bestest of the bestest! no one can ever replace her position! I am so blessed with a strong relationship with her that we could chat about EVERYTHING! except for sex though. haha. but we will get there.<br />
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Today, she told me how grandpa is deterioting too. Well, maybe just seeking for attention.<br />
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She also told me next door uncle's cancer has spread to his brain, yet he still insist to go work instead of getting help...*speechless*<br />
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and some other news.<br />
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then we came to a conclusion that we both don't want live too old..maybe 70s is enough. Just like what the oldies from work always tell me, "being old is nuisance", "going through second childhood is miserable"<br />
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=> On a personal note...maybe 66 is the best age! I will need to ganbatte lo... I still want to build up family and have a good life before I die... strictly speaking it will be 33 yrs from now! ><<br />
<br />Katetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-54823873372924895722012-04-15T14:49:00.000+08:002012-07-17T14:58:19.264+08:00就是他。。。他说,“追你15年了。。。”<br />
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对了,就是他。。。<br />
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擦肩而过,不知多少次了;<br />
默默相爱,但对方却不知道的,不知多少年了;<br />
为他掉过的泪,不知有多少了;<br />
傻傻的为他担心,不知多少次了;<br />
每当他在电话的另一端,诉苦的时候,不知心痛多少次了;<br />
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过了那么多年,我俩终于有勇气的轻轻告诉对方,我们是那么的爱着对方。。。<br />
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人生,还有多少个15年啊!<br />
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Bee, I love you! Thiiiiis Muuuch! ;)Katetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-58523059689458444212012-02-06T10:07:00.001+08:002012-02-06T10:07:07.715+08:00So much to write... but don't know where to start!I know I haven't been writing for such a long time...<br />
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Just wondering is there anyone still reading this?<br />
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Leave me a comment! And I will decide, should I write again or not :pKatetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-71117449371197327262011-09-09T20:35:00.001+08:002011-09-09T20:37:36.770+08:00复杂的心情依然期待着明知不可能发生的事。<br />
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深深祝福你,朋友。<br />
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放心,我会照顾自己的! =)<br />
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而你呢,请你好好照顾她吧!算是还我那时恨你的不争气吧。<br />
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就这样,打平了。<br />
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记得,上帝的门依然开着的。祂,等你回来。<br />
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而我呢,以朋友身份,唯一可以做的, 就是把你们俩,放在我的祷告里。愿神赐你智慧,与健康咯<br />
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咱们好好儿加油啦!<br />
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现在,期待你的小宝宝咯。。。你将会是个好爸爸。我相信你。 =)Katetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-32251584341963367412011-06-04T20:54:00.000+08:002011-06-04T20:54:16.251+08:00Story of Kit Kat写了块六年的故事,都写不完。<br />
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次次要下笔的时候,眼泪就很不听话的,一粒一粒的滑落下来。。。<br />
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看来,这辈子也没办法把它写完了。<br />
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对不起了,kitkat.<br />
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对不起,曾经伤了您那么深。。。<br />
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深深祝福你们俩。。。记得要比我开心。。。Katetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-77661706582637473362011-02-09T16:28:00.000+08:002011-02-09T16:28:38.424+08:00thank you for all the fakenessthank you for all the bully and fakeness.<br />
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Just because I don't have a car, you have the right to cancel meeting up with me as you like<br />
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Just because I don't have a car, you can give all the excuses so you don't have to bring me to grocery shopping, forcing me to buy my heavy grocery with my bicycle;<br />
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just because I don't have a car, you appear at church when you say you won't be there, while I woke up 3 hours before service, took 1.5hours bus to bus stop and walked half hour just to reach church. <br />
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Is ok, just because I don't have a car, and you can bully me as much as you like.<br />
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Thanks to your bully and excuses given, I have learnt to carry a poker face, and learnt to just be colder to people.<br />
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Also thanks to your bully, I get free meals after church, simply because others love me.<br />
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Thanks to your constant bully, I have learnt to be more sensitive to people that don't have car and this make me more determined to drive them around when I have one.<br />
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You know, just because you have a car, doesn't mean is end of world to me.Katetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-32972326218785073022011-01-27T18:52:00.002+08:002012-02-06T10:08:40.596+08:00First Aid Course~ Though I have learnt First Aid before, and it should be a very familiarized thing for me, but I am surprised that most knowledge that I had years back, is not valid anymore! New stuff, new friends, new environment..haih, the old me<br />
# Father, I am grateful for being just alive. After today's course, it is eerie to see all the emergency that will happened! May I pray that I have longer attention span, so that I can pay more attention in learning, instead of yawning towards the late noon. Also, I will want to pray for a heart of 'making new friends' and not ignored them. I know I have been very emotional and anti-social nowadays, but I pray for higher EQ, to be able to handle these well. Amen.Katetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-45858962690844408872011-01-26T18:31:00.000+08:002011-01-27T18:33:02.529+08:00♥ Dinner with Angela 赵畅~ Angela 赵畅, taught me to be kind to everyone, especially to family and friends. Often, I find myself very harsh with family. Today, she not only invited me over for dinner, I also get to have a chance to get to know her family better and get to know Tom Feng better. Good food, good drinks, definitely great companions. She even sent me home, so inconvenience, all the way from Avonhead back to Addington....thank you Angela...<br />
-> Aunty Zhao even gave me some dumplings to be eaten as lunch for tomorrow...*speechless by their kindness*, especially her passion and respect towards Jesus, despite the short time of being baptized...♥<br />
# Thank you Father, for not isolating me like how I am trying hard to be anti-social. Thank you for teaching me the importance of socializing, as You taught me to opened up my mind and heart to accept things, with a brain that's positive, that often being crippled away from the reality around me. Amen<br />
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~ Felt very warmth at heart, God reminded me there IS Love in this world. The dinner reminds me of my family that I loved and left behind. <br />
# "Dear Lord, please protect and watch over my family, grant them strength to go through everyday's hardness without my presence at home to help...I ask for forgiveness, for not taking my responsible well as a daughter, as a sister, as a aunty or even as a niece...please forgive me..Amen"<br />
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~ Not sure if God's is using them to talk to me. I have been angry at Isaiah for days, and suddenly, God sent Angela 赵畅 not only to come comfort me, but also reminded me how kind Isaiah was and his caring towards everyone. <br />
# "Dear Father, guide me with Your mercy hands, may I see what I have to know, please take away things that don't belong to me. Help me to see better what You have in plan for me. Amen."<br />
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~ Tom Feng, one very interesting person full of wisdom and talent, yet a humble heart. it came to surprise that his father is a pastor himself! Gosh, I am ashamed of myself! I am glad to know him as a friend. Despite his young age, he taught me to be optimism of things around me.<br />
# Father, please forgive me to judge Tom just by his look, and not come to see the goodness of him. Forgive me for even judging the others for I have no rights to do so, because You don't judge others too. Help me not judge others, but always learn to seek the goodness and precious thing You had created in them. Amen."Katetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-85454313955918174152011-01-22T17:56:00.000+08:002011-01-27T17:57:14.373+08:00I learnt to be Grateful today~ Learnt new dish from Janet. Chicken-Ginger-Wine. Confinement food. Though I seldom cook, gotta admit this time round, is quite a success. Not sure if Janet likes it or not.<br />
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~ Landlady, 静, lend me her car to pick up some clothes, some duvet from the Free Item Shop. Part as a student life, I begin to scout for free items. Learnt to be not taking advantage of what I have in my comfort zone.<br />
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~ Janet explained why Isaiah scolded me for not taking the bicycle home before dark, and why Isaiah scolded me for not being responsible. Truth is, Isaiah was pressured by his dad with the constant nagging. Learnt not to judge others by their actions without understanding them.<br />
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~ WAG @ How Solve Conflict<br />
-> Grateful that Albert came to picked me albeit his inconvenience...very touched.<br />
-> Was touched by how supportive Charlene, Lulu, Adam, Yao, Jenny Han, Allen & Nolan were while I cried over sharing on forgiving my dad. It is the hardest thing I ever done, but I am glad that I had forgiven my dad. Everyone made mistakes before.<br />
-> Felt gratitude that Charlene sent me home, despite a big de-tour.<br />
-> I am loved, by WAG people. Hence I shouldn't be negative.<br />
-> Angela 赵畅, reminded me that being caring is all about sincerity. I can't accept returns. Learnt to humble down myself to care for others.Katetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-57718506225012456902011-01-21T18:04:00.000+08:002011-01-27T18:06:11.026+08:00♥ Dinner with Kelly Chen & Jenny Han~ Kelly 陈霞 picked me up purposely from Free Shop of Moorhouse Avenue, just to have dinner with her. Learnt to serve God humbly from her. Despite her busy schedule, she is always on-the-go with testimonial when comes to God<br />
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~ Kelly 陈霞 even made me dinner. Felt like home ♥ she even gave me food, blanket and duvet, knowing mom is coming and I have been sleeping in sleeping bag.<br />
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~ Jenny 韩晋 made me felt important. Reminded that I played important role as little caring leader despite of my little experience...<br />
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~ Loh's family allowed me to have lunch at their place.<br />
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~ I was being selfish and irresponsible for leaving my bicycle at Isaiah's place, causing him to risk his life while taking in my bicycle. Learnt not to be judgmental. <br />
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=> Learnt to serve God without complains.<br />
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# "Grant me the heart of Serving, O Lord, the compassion and most importantly the heart of forgiveness on how You had forgive our sin...I need You, desperately. I pleased and begged that You come into my life again, my be master of life, I humbly bow down to seek wisdom from the Master. In Jesus Name I prayed, Amen"Katetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-91954563920023874042010-11-16T10:14:00.003+08:002012-02-06T10:21:56.312+08:00唔。。。刚好五年了突然间,好想找个好男人<br />
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浩浩荡荡的爱一场;<br />
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五年了,分手都五年了!<br />
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是时间,我得找个好男人,<br />
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撒娇撒娇,依赖依赖啦!<br />
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但是。。。我还是胆小了。<br />
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远远欣赏那位可爱的小酒窝好了。<br />
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哎。。。上帝啊,求你告诉我吧,那位可爱的小酒窝, 就是 ‘他’了吗?<br />
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若不是,请你诺走我对他的爱意吧~ 呜呜Katetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-52204437631151828962010-06-12T12:41:00.003+08:002012-02-06T10:22:48.170+08:00Adrian KCSIf one day, something happened to Golddie, and J is not around, I promised, I will be there...just as a silence morale supporter...<br />
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...I will take care of Goldie for you...Katetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-16959932089763423952010-03-19T00:04:00.005+08:002010-11-16T11:29:03.587+08:00Boon Kai & Family, IELTSWow, what a long day!<br /><br />I started with Speaking test of IELTS @ IDP, Subang. Hmm.. test was pretty easy, just not convincing enough to score Band 7. English is hard!<br /><br />After test, met up with Soo Chin for brunch. I love her companion, though she live in the blue blood, she definitely has 2% of leading a normal life. How to describe her? Let me see, someone that's almost closed like Dalai Lama, yet some where some how just always went wrong for her. Deep down, she is an angel =) At least, she is one of the OO that sayang me a lot! :D<br /><br />Brunch at Klang, Spare Ribs Rice. Not too bad, + Soya bean = RM 7.50<br /><br />Later, went back home, rest a while, and out again with Soo Chin to Ikea. Got her curtain rods, walked around some more, and hit 1U alone for Purple Cane Tea. Argued abit with the Citibank CC Promoter, hit home and welcome 4 monsters! [Editor: Perhaps, I will go back tml to sign up. I just don't understand why some people just have to follow rules blindly without own stand!]<br /><br />The kids were so noisy, shouting and begging, literally to go fishing by the stream. Scooping the fish is more like it. I brought Zenon, Perth & Anton along with Cousin Boon Kai & Cousin Geik Yee to TTDI Kiara Recreation Park.<br /><br />It was fun seeing the kids scooping the fishes from the stream, jumping with excitement, screaming happily whenever they caught little fish! Anton was all frustrated as he didn't catch any fish. We were then greeted by the rain and hit home.<br /><br />Rest a while, and off we go again, to Eat-all-you-can Durian at SS2. It feels crappy after whole lots of durian. Later, starved ourselves with more food and drinks at Pasar Malam Chow Yang. Such a silly act!<br /><br />Though my life is really simple, but I am glad that I have these bunch of "monsters", calling me aunty, felt loved by them. Especially when they wanted and demand for something, that's within my ability and capability. I would definitely fulfill their tiny requests, so long it brings happiness to them.<br /><br />Mother instinct, perhaps?Katetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6716445.post-76144719837128758192010-03-14T23:54:00.000+08:002010-03-19T00:04:50.083+08:00CSG 15 Gathering @ FullhouseIt was a long long day for me. <br /><br />Went church, attended service, felt like stranger once again, then I hit home, looking forward to a very important events in my life -- the gathering of CSG15!! :D<br /><br />I didn't know where to go, as organiser, I came across Fullhouse Restaurant online and seem quite interesting. [Editor: the next time when you plan for a gathering, please don't choose isolated places like NZX! lol]<br /><br />Well, it was really fun and happening group of people that actually made the whole place lively and cheerful! :D <br /><br />I was about to tell Ley Chu that I miss Wee Yee, but I was surprised by her return! :D Sure is glad to see that chirpy cheerful gal! She knows how to kiss the dull day away.<br /><br />Thank you Kher Wee, Heng Chuen, Seal Hoe, Ley Chu, Wee Yee & Siu Ngaan for making this gathering another success yet happy event! I really miss you all heaps. You guys are the closest to me since college...and yes, friendship is very important to me :) Thank you!Katetriciahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15717673588213508294noreply@blogger.com0