Tuesday, February 03, 2009

Where has Caren Been?

Let me see..from the last entry, here you go for another short (hopefully) updates!! :D

- I resigned from Big Blue, and I miss the whole bunch of them there. I realized a big part of me was with them. Is either I worked till wee hours in the mornings; or waking up as zombie and acted like a Bitch; or allowing my little child in me coming out and acted childish; or even at times when I screamed at them like a monster... these bunch of Blue Blooded ppl, saw it all...and definitely with me still regardless..naturally, our bond grew...

- I had been busy packing. Two reasons,
1) I am leaving the country, to chase after my dreams!! :D
2) My youngest brother had been complaining of not having a room to himself, so I am giving my room to him while I chase my dreams :)
As conclusion, I had threw 5 big boxes of rubbish, clothes, books and most of nostalgia stuff..except two small boxes...one is a box of memory I had with TK, the other, are a small boxes of letters communication I had with AKCS and other penpal's letter. hehe I had been writing since..err...age of 12?

- Love life is total complication these few days. Nope, there is no new guy in my life. Just old ones, with reborn feelings, multiple of them. Told ya is complicated lol. And is starting to confuse me again too ... life is just so ironic. When you less expected it, it came faster and stronger. When you are hoping over it, it came like a turtle, and passes you slowly, while letting go some evil chuckle. Regardless, I am pretty clear what I want at this point of time...
[ps:
~ Thanks Sis SC for being my Thelma ;)
~ Thanks AKCS for the short two days sweet memories, I am confused too dear, but we both know it's not right...allow both of us some time and space to sort this out...
~ Thanks BOCC for being cold and taking me as transparent, it helps make me a stronger person :)]

- Though Love Life sucks maximum, but I am glad that Cupid is not sleeping this year lol. Gotta admit, Cupid has been lazy for so long that I am starting to forget how to Love a person already!

- I am all too tired, mentally and physically, but totally blessed with all well wishes from all channels... I LOVE YOU, EACH OF YOU OUT THERE!!! ;)

5 comments:

Medie007 said...

ure leaving the country???

Medie007 said...

oh i thought for good. :P

Anonymous said...

Take cares and hope your dream get well chased after =).

Be Well!

izchan said...

.... still chasing I see ...

Anonymous said...

hey... no updates since u left? :( miss u so much ler....